arghhhhhh my nose..

still sick. damn.. at least.. assignment is handed up and my back feels lighter.. and heard this song on 987 that somehow made me danced a bit :)



the lyrics are quite meaningful.

being sick SUCKS.

having terrible flu and fever.. took some panadol and piriton.. ahahaha nowadays panadol's like my 灵丹妙药.. its works like MIRACLE man. SERIOUSLY. even i have flu, i'll take that.. it really helps. shall bring that everywhere i go, in case i fall sick again hoho.(hais im falling sick every now and then. hate being sick.)

needa find time to cut my hair too. its so long till my mid-back already. hmm next wk i hope. arghhhh a long long list of tasks for me to complete. cut hair la, pack room la, bring mom out for a good meal(HIGHEST PRIORITY!), go swimming, shopping(shucks i needa de-stress!), get Wenqian&Sui plus gang out for a proper gathering.. so many things to do. and what else.. if maybe if theres time left, maybe i'll just head down sgh there to donate blood.. hmm last time donating was like what.. 1 year ago? yeah.. if im there i can go visit my sgh friends! oh god.. how i missed sgh so much.. those were the days..

ok enough! time to go to sleep.. good girl must sleep early(BULLSHIT AHAHAHA) goodnite world ♥

lucky i didnt scream and wake the whole family up ahaha.

its 3.10am now. and i just had a bad dream. so bad i woke up instantly(yea like IMMEDIATELY) and started to perspire. haven had a bad dream in a long time thats why im in a state of shock. popped some meds, hoping it'll make my headache go away and help me sleep better.

i guess im too stressed on assignments and overworked at work. chill allie chill.

emo nemo :(

been listening to 開始懂了 by 孫燕姿.



seeing this, i thought; why cant the david just acknowledge that his friend is gay? just tell him he cant accept him as an lover but still as a friend.. its difficult, but i think if you're his best friend, you would accept him for who he is.
anyways.. im so in love with the songs played in this video.. sounds very soulful.. can feel the singer's love. you can dl it here. 'Beautiful' & 'Its You' enjoy..

♥ SUNDAY TODAY! :D

yeah sunday today! OFF! hoorahhhhhhhhhhhhh.
going swimming then ion with bestie today. cant wait! ahahaaaa cmon ruzie lets go free willyyyyy.

and yeah guess what.. i feel so much lighter after thinking so!

yupyup. :) im smiling to myself now(am i mad ahahaha)

decision for LIFE.

ahahaaa. ive kinda decided what i want. i dont think i wanna get married or have a boyfriend.
why you'll ask. 'aiya she say now but she'll def change her opinion later la'--you might think. and yeah, at an youthful age of 21, why am i saying this?

cause i have lost faith in guys.

judging from my father and many(hell many! omg) instances from my girlfriends, im quite sure that i prefer being single.

cause im very certain i wont be so lucky to bump onto a good one, so might as well dont even get involved in the first place. a waste of my time. i rather spend the precious time gaining knowledge studying or go travelling.

oh wells. hmm somehow i think ive grown up a bit :)

i thought i could go out on friday.. hais in the end, NOT.

so shingz la my life. haha.

maybe this cheered me up a wee bit..

well kinda feeling a bit boomz :)

different worlds.

i know you. you dont know me.
so i keep quiet, till you see me.
you saw me, but you didnt really see me.

KNS WHAT TALKING ME.

small eyes gentle smile. i met;

yes you jumped out of the picture and greeted me, but i was too shocked, i shoo-ed you off haha. oh wells!

gotta find you.

how i wish somebadee would sing this to me too.