28/7/08 little India trip! =]

went out on tues with diana & kumuta(and her mom too; nice auntie btw) to lil`india~! kumu's 21st bdae is coming, and we were bored, so we decided to go with her to see some sari(s) for the bdae party.

hubby! wait for me!

O.O!! so much GOLD!
pretty sarieeeeeeeessss :)

halfway when i was taking photos, my cam's batt died on me. no choice havta use my phone's camera. resolution sux big time argh.

so many colourful banglessssss.

peacock feather from kumu's papa's shop =D

smiles =)

our happy faces! (^^,)

haha my current desktop pic.

oh man speaking of which, i wanna go lil`india with faridah&fairuz again. wth ns took ruzie away. icu took farid away. LOL

gtg! morning shift tml. heck. havta wake up at 4.45am and its now freaking 12.19. omg BYE! =)

lets call this person 'O'. O can go eat shit.

blamed me for something i wasnt even aware of when he is the one who did it. in front of everyone somemore. thank god i had my colleagues to back me up. =]

a real motherfucker. i tell you. a real one. im not kidding man.

*lets all out* ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

wakao chicken so pissed.

so gonna fuck you back tml asshole. lets see how u react to that, na bey.

okay! im happier after kao-pehing liao. =D

who knows, god knows. i wanna know, but no one can tell me so.

survey to do when im having my MC >.<

music playing: Jason Mraz - Im Yours

#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
i will beat him up so badly. im not kidding.

#2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
to live happily ever after without having to worry about anything.

#3. What will your dream wedding be like?
family and loads of friends congratulating me, happy for me.

#4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
yes, very.

#5. What’s your ideal lover like?
tall. understanding. can joke on the same level as me heh heh.

#6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
being loved by someone.

#7. What do you see yourself as?
some1 who tries to make everyday as fulfilling as possible.

#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
try to forget abt him and find a new crush? hahaha.

#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
oh yesss. ppl from my workplace.

#10. If you had a choice, what kind of family you want to be born into?
a middle class but caring one. i dont mind being born in a poor one too, as long as family love is there.

#11. Is being tagged fun?
yes, i guess. nice to noe ppl still remeber abt you.

#12. How do you see yourself in ten years time?
i cant see xD

#13. Who are currently the most important people to you?
my family & my friends.

#14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
tagged me? so many ppl tagged. hmm i guess they're all nice =]

#15. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
single and rich. cos i want loads of kids when im married. cant do that if im poor right?

#16. What’s the first thing you do every morning?
open my eyes!

#17. Would you give all in a relationship?
yea. i guess so.

#18. Do you live to love, live to hate or live for the sake of living?
live to love. sometimes live for the sake of living.

#19. What type of friends do you like?
friends whom i can be true self with.

#20. What type of friends do you dislike?
attitude problem ppl.

hahaha. i hate antiboitics. makes me feel so tired.

seriously, i think im quite a healthy person. i eat ALOT of fruits & veg, and drink ALOT of water(fyi i bring my water bottle everywhere)

but when i fall sick, im really very sick; like today. im in AM shift(hell lot of things to complete) in fact there was countless of things to do that all the 3 of us(team 1) didnt go for break. there i was, doing dressing with my nose running like a busted tap, throat so damn pain, running fever, and so hypo from not eating anything. the pt's family was like asking me, "are you okay? need a tissue?" i was so embaressed la. a sick person taking care of a sick person. argh. felt so guilty so not having dinner with yc n sui, since its difficult to get all of us to get together since we started wking. hmm i guess im not so angry le.

my family wise, hais. getting worse. i just plainly wish that whenever i get home, every1 would do their things and go to slp quietly. im so tired of crying over & over & over again...

on a lighter note, im having my day off on sat! YES! finally! after 10 freaking days of slogging like a mad woman, i can finally sit down & rest properly. dont know if im going out anot, but i really hope i can do some retail therapy since its still the gss period.

lately im so into this song. hope the cinemas would show this movie soon! i wanna watch! =D

Song Bo!

compliments. praise.
although it may be right from the heart or it may be a passing remark,

its enough to keep me smiling to myself the whole freaking dayyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
weeeeEEEeeeeeeeeeeee~~~~~~~~~~~

=D

*short-lived happiness? so what. at least im enjoying it NOW.

yay i've graduated! pics would be up soon(i think. heehee lazy la)

haiz i actually forgot yj's bdae. she nv mention anything also. when i found out, she was saying 'its okay.' i was like whatttttttttttttttt!! bday leh. haiz so busy nowadays to rmb something so impt. so yj if ure reading this pls tell me when ure off! so we can go out and celebrate =))

have been buying alot of stuffs recently.
-1 pair of black shoes[$21.90]
-1 op spag top[$11.90]
-1 bronze bag[$13]
-1 white long sleeved shirt[$32]
-1 purple dress[$12.90] cheap!
-1brown dress[$11] cheap! total: $102.70
wa when did i become such a spendthrift. hmmm. and also, when did i start wearing dresses?! people change. i change. you change.we just have to be flexible and adapt to changes. omg why am i saying all these. -_-" abit random.

joy. tml i PM shift. sat im AM shift and after that im celebrating sui's bday at nite. the morning after which is sunday, im AM shift. wow. joyyyyyyyyyyy.

i wanna get a tv in my room. any cheap cheap ones out there to intro? argh. again im spending. omg! pay day is coming in a few days time! retail therapy for stressed up me! yay! =DD

i've survived 1 mth of hell. YAY! CHEERS! -_-"

=D grabbed this from shikin's blog.(sadly diyana's not here)

its has been nearly a month since i've started wk. orientation-doing junior wk-taking cases. its so stress esp the part on taking cases. doctors, pts relatives, in fact, all the ppl there expect you to know everything. *sighs. sometimes i wonder if i can even tahan though 1 year of this. but when i finish each shift of wk, i'll think this to myself', hey i've done my best, theres nothing you can do already. maybe i can do better tml. this is wad keeps me going on in that hellhole. so the vicious cycle continues, forcing and dragging my feet to wk everyday.

btw im looking forward the 22/5!!! grad day!! wear the harry potter gown. woooooooooo~! ^^

qianling is dying......

dont really like my life right now. and for another 3-6 months i think. (also wont be blogging for quite a while)

most of the songs in my list are corrinne may now, in case you wonder, because i think i really need her music to heal myself mentally and physically.

its going to be hell worst before it get a little, just a lil' bitty better.(but still worse)

ps: if you have nothing to do, do leave a msg on my blog, friendster, facebook, whatever la. it really makes my day =D hais gotta go back to my no-life LIFE now. sayonaraaaaaaa

mood: if beating somebody up is legal in s'pore, i swear to god you'll be the very FIRST on my list.

instant dislike the moment i see this person. so fake. always keep smiling(and you can immediately see that the smile is not genuine. eyes that dont meet yours. ) really felt like punching that grinning shitface straight on the nose.

and the worst thing is.. i have/must to pretend to smile back. yucks.

fucked up. (dont ask me who this person is)

qianling, welcome to the world of politics. enjoy your stay....... for the rest of your life.

=(

woo cant stop listening to this *we've only got 4 Minutes to save the worlddd!!!

music: Ken Hirai - Kimi no Suki na Toko(super! the mtv got so many kawaii kodomos! =D)

smb's koizora LOL

i think my hand's very manly leh o.O yc's ah ma make it. oishi!

23/3/08 0657hrs

so cute right! blue somemore!(red avail. too) costed me $2.50. i love japanese sweets! =D

wa kao i wanna wk in borders lor. den i can read the books everyday while working. hmm i dont think can read also la, cos you have to keep packin & packin those books & mags. LOL thats what i've observed there. ($34.40 gone! psychos myself: its worth it. its worth it. its so WORTH IT! *cheapo me)
the moon was VERY big and golden yest. almost feels like zhong qiu jie.

*grinsss*
went to yc's hse yest to zuo bo. was watchin tv when her ah ma asked me with her ever-smiling-yet-winkley-but-i-love-it face, qianling ah when u starting wk as missy ah? i replied her 7th april then she was asking again, missy's work very tough hor. you really can chi(1) ku(3) hor. good good.

haiz. den i was thinking to myself. why the hell did i choose this as my career man. why chi ku? for what. save the world ah? be mother theresa ah? wow, so wei da ah-_-

sometimes i really wish that i could turn back time and choose another course. maybe something related to IT or arts? in the end, i'll always tell myself: whatever happens, it happens for a reason. you chose the path yourself, you better walk it man.

wa kao. i really dunno wad to say abt my father. he has diabetes, and he freakin still drinks(alcohol fyi), eat those unhealthy foods. REPEATEDLY! even i've kao peh-ed at him for over x3565467554 times. jus now i asked him has he taken his blood sugar level already. and guess what that idiot say. no need la.. mon to friday take can already. wkends no need. WTF?! are you also telling me, that ppl dun DIE on wkends too?! must he have 1 leg amputated(choy) then he knows the real meaning of me controlling his diet? ARGH.

major haiz. somebody pls tell me what to do. im already trying my best.

ps: how i wish i have the power to make ppl listen to me. not hear; but LISTEN.

scary thoughts.

3++am. tossing on my bed; eyes wide open.

lookin up to the night skies after the clouds cleared. i saw stars; thousands of them smiling down from the peaceful heavens.

THEN! suddenly i have this thought from nowhere; what if i cant find the love of my life and be married to him and have tons of children(ok not that exaggerating. mininum 2 or 3 will do. actually the more the better la) and die peacefully with all the children(and grandchildren) by my side?

what if im to remain an old spinster for my whole life and work to my death without anyone to see me off?

haiz. LOL i think too much. way too much. but! wad if the latter happens?!(choy! tai ka lai si) then, yc and me were jogging just now. i told her that even if i dun get married that she must remain my fren. FOREVER. yes. even she gets married(and haves children) and im still single, she must keep in contact with me and hang out no matter what.

same goes to all my friends out there reading this right now. i dont care if ure fair,dark, short, tall, pimple-acned, constipated. HAHAHA. yes im scared of LONELINESS. very scared. you not scared meh?! bluff ppl ah!

okay! as i said, friends very important right? so, lets listen to a song from Friends!(no pun intended-_-) hee hee. this show is super la, thou its quite an old drama starring won bin(kakoi!) and kyoko fukada(oh man love all her dramas) korean and jap fusion(智!) ENJOY! ^^

OMG. Hana Yori Dango FINAL!!!!(argh coming out at 28/6. still must wait!!!)
.: Eien no ai!!! :. awwwww~

hana yori dango final [trailer]
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also, there's this movie, Boku no Kanojo wa Cyborg / Cyborg Girl(僕の彼女はサイボーグ). looks good.(argh s'pore shd bring in more jap movies) starring one of my fave actresses, ayase haruka from tatta hitotsu no koi :) pretty pretty.

.:at the end:. "anata no kokoro, kanjiru" -your heart, i feel it. (LOL i guess that was wad she said? awwwww again.
約束の翼. yakusoku no tsubasa. wings of promise.

the girl is from My Boss My Hero~~~!
oh no. i wanna watch this. but i've no jap freaks as friends. how? wait till someone uploads it on crunchyroll? alamak...

JAP feverrrrr.

OH YEAHH BABEEEEEE. my bro recovered my old comp drive..........

ALL MY JAP DRAMAS, PVs, CLIPS, SONGS R FREAKIN BACKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!

omg im back to jap fever again. =D

my kimochi now:

WOW this vid was taken 14/3/1996. sia la 12yrs liao. scary man. 12 YRS! i love judy and mary! ^^ sugoii!

running on the empty streets while breathing in cold air listening to indie music makes you feel REALLY good. makes you feel ALIVE.(for me la hahaha)

OKAYS. im going to set my 'ah lam' clock to 7.45am.

im going to lift my fat ass off the my warm bed and hit the tracks. i can do it. i can d o i t. i c a n d o i t. i c a n ... zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. *_*

me and lh kinda did this(1st vid) during our genting trip. O HAI YO GOUZAYIMAS!

sunday

met up with suisui and tracy(thx for the notebook! i love it!) to suntec convention hall to get their external hard-disks. on the way, i met Yuejun!(and her bf) wad a coincidence man. YJ if u see this, pls know that i MISSED YOU!!! =D so happy to see ya.

well, the hall was so packed with ppl. sui and tracy both got their 120gb seagates. was planning to get a mp3/mp4 too. but didnt cos dun wanna waste $$ as i've already got my hp and my zen neon. but kinda sian la. IT fair leh! wa lao! last day summore. yet never buy anything. LOL.

shit man. after my genting trip with those god-knows-how-big-or-how-acidic-their-stomaches-are ppl who keeps eating, im so jogging tml morning. gotta sweat that fat ass off. ARGH! LOL.

well gtg. tata everyone! =D god bless!!

Red Jumpsuit Apparatus - Your Guardian Angel (Lyrics)

Genting part 1

YOHA ppls! been and back from my very 1st genting trip! ahead r pictures some of u may find it boring(cos most of it taken were in genting, which many of u haven been before), pls bear with it! hahAHAHAHAHA~

4.30am @ mac. breakfast b4 setting off.
the city slowly awakes.
camwhoring.

first world hotel. abit small, but sufficient to meet our needs lah.

for once, we were in twilight zone.

oh man freakin 13 degrees. brrrrrr
somebody pranked us by pressing our doorbell twice. wonder who's that moron.

outside my window.

first time so happy being able to feel the atmosphere of being surrounded by clouds, and see hot air outta my mouth x)

caged inside a ferris wheel cage.

feels london-ish, ain't it matey?

i want this (toy) car.

outdoor ferris wheel. so cold. brrrrrrrr

hellos! :)

really, i mean REALLY, hungry fishes.

miniature genting highlands.

starbucks is love.

shit lor. toffee nut sold out. i bought java chip instead.