YOU.

spotted you. but it is really you?

hello you.

i do hope its really you.

but then again,

WHO ARE YOU?

:D

old world ideas #17: lock the heart and throw the key away into the boundless blue sea;

hey i tried to be zen today!

i am not a very patient person, i daresay. yet, i survived today without flaring up at anyone despite the workload. well, I THINK I DID GREAT TODAY. :)))

i wanna take my camera out and go on a date with me. just me and myself. i will just shoot whatever and however i like. no one to tell me what to do. i just go snap snap snap.

the brillant blue sky. the merciless busy roads. the forgotten alleys. the old soul buildings. the stark wrinkles of old people. the vibrant city lights. the dull rusty vehicles.

the thought of it.. woah.. SO DAMN SHIOK.

work today was.. so-so, except i had some really stubborn patients. to be serious, i actually kinda LIKE annoying patients. im a weirdo right. YES I LOVE irritating patients ahahaha. the more annoying the better.
cuz i think rather than those quiet quiet hush hush patients scary. they dont tell me anything, i wouldnt know anything. but dear god, i hope you will not assign all these kind of patients(annoying) to me. just afew would do ahaha.

seriously im thinking of getting a bike liscence. since i've no boyfriend now(and i think im gonna remain single forever), why not? my family dont bothers abt me; my bro heck cares me. he only cares abt his girlfriend. my dad, what he does all day is drink drink drink. my mom? forget it. im like a stranger in the family. i go home, i shut the door and stay there whole day. so why not? i shd do the things i like, pursue the things i want in life!

omg i want a vespaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. :D we'll see!

i should be nonchalant when ppl going to faint. fancy being accused of behaving hysterically when someone gonna faint. okay. then what. i shall let you die there. go to hell then. bye bye.

hysterical is better than being nonchalant okay. at least it means something is being done to help that person. get your facts right bitch.

DRIVE IN LIFE.

i found my aim once again and im working towards it :)
god pls give me power to do this.

happy happy.

fucking pissed. imagine this. you have made this appointment with someone like 1 wk in advance(and u pushed away other more impt appts for this), and when this day comes, you overslept. its 4pm now. this person only MESSAGED ONCE to remind you at 10am. yea true its my fault that i overlooked the time. but the BEST thing is that when u contact this person and said ure sorry, he says: "due to the long wait, im meeting someone else. =x"

WTF! this person shd have AT LEAST CALLED right? isnt it something ppl normally do? A does not reply to B sms. B shd CALL right? common sense!! duh. and wtf is up with the reply?! "due to the long wait, im meeting someone else. =x" FUCK! and who do you think you are? a superstar who can diss ppl off just like that? or you have SO MANY FRIENDS to choose from that you can just kick ppl off like that? and wads with the =x. what?! you're so popular that you have to reject ppl gently by putting this fucking thing is it?--> =x oooo im so honored to be gently rejected by you. oh man you gotta be kidding me. this is so hilarious. well, you can go have fun with ur friends all day long. i dont really care. cos if i said that, you're not even a friend to me. in fact, you cant even be a friend if you said: "due to the long wait, im meeting someone else. =x" AHAHAHAHA WTF! im actually laughing at this. LMAO.

ahahaaa forget all that shit crap. here's the reason why this morning i overslept cos i only came home at 5am. pictures! :D CLICK!
happy birthday to both Caren and Shikin:)) the chalet was AWESOME and ktv was EUPHORIA man hahaha. indeed, im so lucky to have friends. thank god. :D

something to write abt the chalet.

♥great beehoon, great cake, cool games like balloon fighting bursting and musical dance stopper, great host!, great company.

something to write abt the KTV session.

♥loads of screaming, jay chou rapping, andy lau's toilet bowl, euphoric Mayday songs, jolin 72 bian(QY shd have come man!) etc etc!

ahaha!! too bad. i think he's not straight. Queojos tan bonitos tienes! say that to me i'll just faint on the floor..

ICHIHARA HAYATO.

虹の女神

both of them loved each other, but no one said so. a beautiful yet tragic romance that never happened. tomoya and aoi. if you love someone, tell them. dont wait till its too late, and regret it for the rest of your life.

i like this name Aoi. i think its a pretty name. Aoi. see this trailer here.

and also.. i wanna watch this!

hahah so funny.. but shiats. i cant find this ANYWHERE. :( CHECK IT OUT, YO!

woahhh.. long side burns.. :D

i need love.

today i had 2 persons advicing me to be more confident. one is patient, one is my colleague.

i was doing this dressing for the pt, dont know why she out of the blue commented that i looked pretty. i was like wtf. then i told her no.. i'm not. then she insisted: yes you are! i was like HUH?! argh.. pls stop joking. then she suddenly said: ya ah girl ah, you must more be more confident.. you are pretty and kind-hearted you know. HAHAHA i was thinking: she must be joking, or being sarcastic. but she seemed nice enough to me, didnt looking like a liar. i just plainly smiled and finished my work.

my colleague(preceptor!) also adviced me the same thing too. on job wise. i'm competent, i can teach others too, though i have only 1 yr experience. just believe in yourself.

how i wish there's this magic portion that can boost my confidence level. just a bit will do.

pink dotty.

not free to go! anyway, i supporting this event.. 100%.

just punch me in the gut.

hahaha i wanna bang my head on the wall. someone just stab me. hahaha nurses can be such gossipy creatures. LMAO. kill me!

last day of the GS HOMOs. i wish them good luck. its been great working with them. i'll definitely miss them. oh well, people come and go in this line. be it physically or spiritually. anyway, i wish the best for them. :))

mission accomplished.

yes.. im happy enough. at least i've tried. big thanks to juzmean, wan lin and caren :) thank you. now i can die in peace lol.

i love MVs like this.. blue sky, great weather, down to earth. :)

SORRY.

didnt know a simple comment of mine hurt somebody(i think). i didnt mean it.. it was just a joke. so sorry aj.

WHITE HORSE.

Taylor Swift   More CMT Music   More CMT Music Videos

what if a family member said 'your is yours, mine is mine' to you? haha i rather i get a deep stab wound from a robber than get that comment.

i am terribly depressed at home.. guardian angel are you seeing this.. do your job and save me..

blogging post night shift. was so tired that i slept and drooled on the train ride home. hahaha so unglam man. hmm bought these vit c pills to boost my immunity. this swine flu thing is starting to scare me, cuz hopsitals are taking all these extreme measures to keep it swine flu free. anyways, i hope reseachers find a vaccine for it soon and keep this flu in check.

yawns. i better go drool on my pillow instead. tata!

she's is not saying.. and you are not staying...

25.04.09

the food i give it a 55/100. sucks totally. if it wasnt that i was starving, i wouldnt eat it.

anyway, to total it up, if next year i were to be invited to go again, i'll be the 1st to reject. yeah. its that bad.

i am feeling so miserable NOW.

i didnt know im selfish, STUPID, irresponsible, stubborn.

thanks. you have officially plunged down my already-low self esteem.

i must forevermore engrave this on my mind not to borrow anything from you, mr super nice-polite-nice to his sister. else i'll get scolding again and get so depressed and kill myself for being so worthless.

THANKS. you made my day man. how can i ever thank YOU.

bad post.

i really detest people who 'zhong se qing you', which means importance to ur gf/bf more than ur friend, moreover, ur SISTER. i guess my bro has a gf now, she is more important. i shd just go to hell. fancy being disturbed from my sleep for a fucking camera. i was sick you know! SICK. i panicked till i was so damn giddy that my head nearly hit the bed stand. for what man. just for the stupid camera coz he wants to take pics with his gf. WTF.

just for that he rushed me. and fyi, my bed frame has really sharp edges(the metal frame) you know, and my head nearly got pierced into it. i was so shocked that i cried. bloody cried from the shock. i guess one day if he were to scold and rushed me to get something, i might as well get hit by a car and die. 'never ever rush someone for something insigificant; something bad may happen' - that what i think.

dont feel like going to the D&D now since all these had happened. shit. i feel really fucked up. i thought i could enjoy myself, using the camera to take pics which i loved doing. now i gotta go there with swollen eyes, with no camera in hand. great. you and ur gf can go fuck each other and take really artistic pics outta it, and post it online to let everyone envy. have a great time.

Shakespear in LOVE♥

it's just a crush, nothing more, she hopes.
hopes always come crashing down for her.
better just keep her big mouth shut.
and away she struts.

hello stranger with a shining smile;
you have certainly impressed her with a small kind act that meant so big to her;
but you'll never know what it is, because she is not saying, and you're not staying.

well, that's what makes this world beautiful.
if you were to get whatever you desire,
then it'll be so boring.

HAHAHA being lame here!
but then again,
am i?

SUGAR.

groove to this song!


''call me your sugar!''

someone take my H/C... im having sugar rush!

FEELING HAPPY.

erm just let me shout out something first.



"WA SEH I FINISHED MY NIGHT DUTIES WA KAO SIA LAH SLEEPING DAY THEN DAY OFF WOAH KNN CCB SO EFFING SHIOKKKKKKKKKKK!!!"



okay. enough. haha.



let me just blog about yest gathering. its just a simple dinner at swensens at PS consisting of just some missys and drs and missys bf(naz!) i was really(REALLY) glad that i went, cuz i didnt feel like going cuz im doing night shift(2100hrs had to be there by 2000hrs cuz im a early freak), and the dinner starts at 1700hrs(WTF!) in the end i just thought: ai yah just go la. finish ur dinner then just leave lor.



well, didnt anticipate the dinner was quite an enjoyable one, with many of us joking around, playing with su ling's super duper cute darien and megan, taking loads of pics, and of course, i hope diana(chan!) have had a great time. didnt know that Naz had a canon 450D. the moment i got a hold on it, it was like... I DUNNO LAH. so unexplainable. it was so awesome. the comfortable grip, the wide range of aperture and shutter speeds.. the heavy metallic weight of it.. totally wowed me(till i had stomache. believe it or not.) the food so so-so though, nothing to scream about. same ol' fish lah.. chicken lah.. so boring lah...



hanging out with the drs turned out to be quite a fun thing actually. putting aside our heavy workloads, fuck those what stupid im-dr-im-more-suprior-than-you-nurse relationship. we were just a bunch of ordinary people who just wanna spend time enjoying ourselves. just to side track abit, abt the yangtze thing i was going to execute on my 21st bdae. im serious man! HAHAHAHAHA! and oh. my tongue stud. i hope ppl who just discovered it dont spread it around like: whoa she's got a tongue piercing! aiyo so scary. aiyo why do something like this blah blah blah.. hahaha i like it, so i have it. i dont go around picking fights, abusing drugs, smoke. in fact im just a typical average girl who has her own morals & principals to abide to, and i think ppl who stereotype others are just so superficial and idiotic. HAHAHAH!



anyway, what comes in must go out. so before i leave swensens, i took a picture of all of us, a photo that i'll keep with me for a long, long time :))) we shd all do this more often!



backtrack abit, i had dinner with YaJing & YueJun at nyny few days ago. YaJing that girlfriend-betrayer left early due to some reasons relating to the boyfriend. see? BGR rules over friendship. tsk tsk. not good. YJun and me caught up with the old times, the days we had in poly. i kinda missed those days. hahaha. come to think of it, nursing led me having the honour to know and meet ppl that'll changed my life(in a positive way)

19.04.09 Swensens @ PS.so many good friends surrounding me, what more can i ask for? indeed, i have to thank god for giving me so much already. :))

finally 3 days of the hazmat course is over. yea i passed everything. thank god. first 2 days was theory(which was easy). 3rd day at the SCDF academy was tiring man. we had to don those super hot protective clothings(almost fainted from heatstroke), i perspired like a roasted pig. also exposed to tear gas(which made me teared, DUH!) man it was a tiring day, but an eye open-ing experience. i really respect those civil defense ppl.. putting themselves on the frontline to save ppl. risky job man. salutes! i hope i'll nvr have to use hazmat skills.. scary if singapore were to have mass casualty or terrorist attacks. CHOY!

also another thing. guys there are like vultures. why? coz they keep staring like we're some prey or something. scary man. hahahah. freaky. i guess thats because they rarely see females around.. cannot blame them also.

went for a jog just now. feels good after an intense workout. as usual, i passed by the regular joggers. the aunties and uncles. mostly ppl in their 40s or 50s. then i was wondering, sia la wheres all the younger ppl?! no wonder nowadays ppl keep getting sick. see la! no exercise! you shd have at least 30 mins of exercise 3 times a week! hmm i guess the busy work schedule ppl have pulls them back from having a good hearty workout. for me i think im counted lucky cos i like exercising, and i dont have a strict curfew from my parents, so i can jog anytime out the streets.

i wanna get a new water bottle soon. my nike bottle is like leaking after 1 year of service.. i guess thats because i drop it every so often.. maybe i'll get a blue one next time! blue is nice! and also my running shoes are so worn out. needa get it soon too(before i get a fall on the slippery ground)

going to sui's sch for some filming for her proj.. hope everything goes well.

teddy'd hot stuff.

HAHAHA 8.5/10

i LIKE this show! LOL SO FUNNY. thumbs up!

SCHOLA with a BABI.

SCHOOL DAYS WITH A PIG

Cast: Satoshi Tsumabuki , Mieko Harada, Tomoko Tabata, Ren Osugi, Yumi Shimizu, Miu Naraki

This film is an emotional masterpiece based on a true controversial story that swept across Japan. A rookie primary school teacher (Satoshi Tsumabuki) suggests his students that they raise a pig, as a way to teach “the real connection between life and food.” He further proposes to eat the pig when it is fully grown. The deadline will be their graduation. The class gets a piglet together, and decides to take care of it in rotation. The students decide to name the piglet “P-chan”. Hesitant to take care of the P-chan at first, it wasn’t long before the students begin to cherish it. As time passes, the rookie teacher starts facing displeasures from his colleagues and the parents of his students. The children themselves begin to quarrel over the P-chan. However teacher and students manage to overcome the problems and learn a lot from this experience. As things has started to work in a positive way, the class has to face an even bigger dilemma a year later. 365 days of love and devotion showered on P-chan, it has grown big. The deadline of the project is drawing near. They have to decide the fate of P-chan. Will they follow the initial objective of this project or…

Bad post.

fatigue. because of the workload and the roster. reeeaaalllyy tired. SIGHS. haven study yet. WALAO SIANNN.

also enough of the same old thing. what tired la.. what stress la. repeat repeat repeat. bet u guys think its annoying.

hais sian. got scolded by my bro for not washing the dishes. FUCK.. was the word he shouted... at me. he doesnt know this.. but it made me so sad. yes. i was very hurt. i even cried. c'mon its only the dishes man. you hurt a living thing's feelings over a NON living thing. hais. i dont see him treat his gf like that? in fact, i think he treats his gf more nicer than me, which im beginning to hate. DUDE IM UR BLOOD SISTER. im a scorpio, jealous by nature. hence i beginning to dislike her. the both of you can go eat shit. go fuck each other till ur vagina lacerates and ur dick rots. happy fucking each other!

man i feel so unwanted in the family. how? haissss..

i dreamt i was holding hands with ______. sia la. the worst thing is, i liked it. wth.
dreams will only be dreams.

oh man this sucks.

my dad seriously has a affair outside. CHINA GIRL. he's a loser man. a real jackass. i hope he'll regret all this when he gets old(i mean those really OLD old.) if i'm a man and am secretly seeing another woman outside, i wont let my family know. argh. what a dickhead.

twinkle twinkle lil' stars.. how i wonder..

music: Corrinne May - Five Loaves And Two Fishes.

yes.. im THAT bored, and emo from listening to emo songs!

aRgGHHHHHHHhhhhhhhHHHHHHHHHHhhhHHHhHhhhh!!

so bored im re-watching all the vcds, animes i have.(hoping it'll put me to sleep.)

and suisui! where the heck r you! ive called ur phone so like a bagazillion times...

sometimes i think some ppl on facebook are so obliviously annoying or maybe just plain pretentious, wanting compliments. why? cuz theres this box where they can write whatever feelings they want, and publish it for everyone to see. well yea theres completely nothing wrong with that.

the thing im so irritated about is they write something(bad) about themselves, others reply on it(and i mean nice replies!), and the former keeps like fishing for more comments(compliments). a good eg. would be:

A(obnoxious moron): -my hair sucks totally.-

Z(random person being nice): hey ur hair doesnt. its nice actually.

A: oh? it doesnt?

Z: neat.. i guess.

A: really? in what way?

Z: errr...

yea. this idiotic A is like keeps on and on fishing for more compliments.. WHICH IS SO ANNOYING CAN! hahaha~! seriously! cracks me up man.. if you think that im the only one thinking this way, hell no?! LOL i brought this up during small chit chats with my friends and they too think these category of ppl is so irritating. see! evidence! LOL.. i actually feel abit sad for these ppl man.. hahaha..

its 2.05am now.. still cant get to sleep. my body clock is so effed up..

The Alchemist, by Paulo Coelho

“Because I don’t live in either my past or my future. I’m only interested in the present. If you can concentrate always on the present, you’ll be a happy man. You’ll see that there is life in the desert, that there are stars in the heavens, and that tribesmen fight because they are part of the human race. Life will be a party for you, a grand festival, because life is the moment we’re living right now.”

my favorite quote from the book. hahah im reading it all over again.

LOVE STORY.

pay good attention to the lyrics!

boa's accents is not so strong anymore. love her new songs! groovyyy.

ETERNALLY.

Eternally - Utada Hikaru
this song's on replay. utada's voice is wow.

sighs. the eIMR thing is kinda getting into me. seriously i really hate it. like what jasmine said, i too feel, that im nursing computers instead of patients instead. hate it! but what can i do? basically, NOTHING. haizzzzzz.

just when i was about to give give up on craig david concert(no 1 is going with me plus the tix is expensive) got an email from zirca- stand to win tix if you ans these qns blah blah. hahah i send the answers out via so many emails can. i pray hard i'll get it(which im giving myself false hope)

throat's still hurting me, no matter how much liang teh, antiboitics, lozenges i take. argh! irritating. dont you just hate it when ppl comments 'hey your voice is so sexy!' blah blah. ya lah my voice so damn sexy lah. =/

i wanna go out! cycling, shopping, going to the zoo, clubbing, movies WHATEVER. ppl are always so busy. i am always so busy. sighs.

KL.

KL trip ended with a blast. lazy to upload pics here, go visit facebook instead! loved the food, shopping, clubbing, company etc etc, except for some of the scheming ppl there, always trying to cheat foreigners money despite their strict religion. im referring to SOME. NOT ALL. well overall, i had a fantastic time. :D

see ya next time KL! loves! <3

CRAIG I LOVE YOOOOO.

sighs i wanna go so badly.. but the ones who CAN go either in camp or is tight on cash. wa lao. if u really like him u'll make an effort to save up lo. BIG TIME DISAPPOINTMENT. i want someone to go with meeeeeeeeeee. feel like crying already... haissssssss.

im having INSOMNIA now.

oh craig david so hot :D



oooo enrique!

ps: notice taking back my love and lady gaga's just dance; both start lyrics with 'RedOne'. what the hell?? music company name is it?

electronica music please!


i want a poloroid cam.. argh!
i want straight hair!

and all need money.



i'll be deployed for 1 week. great. i pray it'll be alright.

I WANNA WATCH THISSSSSSSSSSSSSS.

what if you meet the love of your life, are you supposed to let them pass you by?

some people are so lucky.

Living with Death.

i saw true courage and will power. i was stunned and taken aback.

the patient had cancer, spread to the vital organs of his body. his prognosis is so poor, he might not be living thru the yr or even months. i cant believe that he is still so cheerful and walking about now.
the team of doctors told him they have done their best and explained to him that there's nothing they can do anymore except for chemotherapy, hoping it'll not worsen. i think if that were to be me in his shoes, i would have thought my world is crumbling down, i would have done stupid things to end my agony. i guess that'll be cowardice.

but what he said really shocked me, i nearly cried then(YES i was feeling so sad i could cry at that point of time hahah.)

"thank you... Yes, i'll fight on."

YES I"LL FIGHT ON. he merely said that with such determination twinkling in his eyes. such bravery, i thought. such Bravery. and i can sense his sincere thanks to the the healthcare ppl, be it from high ranking doctors to the polite old lady cleaner who helped changed his bedsheets. i salute this guy man, he has my utmost respect.

ordinary person with exordinary strengths. dont you agree?

FAITH. WHAT IS IT?

the first thing i woke up in the morning, i stared at the word, 'faith'. the word 'faith' was imprinted on a friendship band given to me on my birthday back in primary school. its just hung at the radio beside my bed. if i remembered correctly, it was a gift from emelene, one of my best pals back then.

Faith; religious belief, creed, loyalty, trustworthiness.

thinking back to secondary school, i realise i have had ALOT of faith then. always believeing in the goodness of people, an aim i wanna acheive like example; to be a person in the society who is being needed by other people, be a great friend to others as expected of them to be as nice as to me back.
well, i still do think like that, but not as intense as it was before.

i'm losing faith.




ps: damn. (one of)my birthday wishes didnt come true for the past yr. DAMMMNNNN. :(

:) yay im going swimming with suisui tomorrow.

watching this movie had me thinking how painful(and wonderful) it is to be loving someone.





sometimes i think its really amazing. millions and billions of people. how in the world can two persons find each other? aye aye. LOVE is beautiful.

a good day spent :)

went to lil' india today with farid & ruzie. so shiok man we ate this veg meal at this cool place, in which you collect your food by queue numbers. wtf right? its like polyclinics! lol the counter beeps your number, you collect your food. and the food was right-in-your-face-awesome man. money spent there is downright worthwhile.
we also ate these indian sweets from this charming old man stall. omgosh that uncle had such a charming smile and his speaking of english with such thick accent just sweeps me off my feet. okay lah just take all my money lah i dont mind buying your shop just rob me lah.

a great day spent i think. but at the end of the day, i cant help feeling fat. the butterfly flabs on my arms & the sausage rolls on my tummy seemed to be smiling at me. wa lao seriously after cny i think im going horizontal. hmm must not! must not must not.



OKAYS. all set. im all psyched up to lose weight!

YEAH! :)

ive have my bro's card with me. yesssssssssssssssssssss.

kelly clarksons new song: My Life Would Suck Without You
cannot embed it from youtube, but do check it out. it has got a catchy tune :))

大囍事

watched the wedding game today! i thought the jokes were quite funny. loves the part where christopher hangs ever one of fann's soft toys and rips of the poor lion's head. LOL! so LAME can. im so gonna buy the vcd when its out. there's alot of funny situations in this movie, i do recommend you guys watch it too! Fann is so pretty(wow her skin omgosh; micheal jackson of mediacorp.. oopps!!) i think girls(and gay guys too) will scream aloud for chrissy body.

and the lighthouse scene, i swear i have been there before when i was young... its not in singapore.. you'll have to take a boat there i think.. its an island by itself. hmmmm..

我們的愛


i hope saturday goes well. i hope everyday goes well!

night shift. wish good luck to me can?

love the suspenders.

Harukanaru Toki no Naka de - Haruka Kimi ni Moto e - Morimura Tenma (Seki Tomokazu), Inori (Takahashi Naozumi), Nagareyama Shimon

永遠（いつ）までも　傍にいて　大切な人よ
君だけを　ずっと　探し続けていた
幾千の暗闇（よる）を越え　邂逅（めぐりあ）えたから
決して　もう離さない　君の身心（すべて）を

I'll always be by your side, my precious person,
I'll always continue searching for you,
I met you crossing a thousand nights
I'll never ever let go of you again

yeahhh i finally watched keluar baris like after so long.. at SMU film fest. i thought the short film was kinda plain, yet heartwarming. the director and main actor was there too! how lucky to see them upfront and real! really look forward to boo jf's next film; tanjong rhu. oooo love short films! support local directors!

BEST FILM + CINEMATOGRAPHY + DIRECTOR(21st SIFF)


ive been thinking alot nowadays. work, family, friends, work again, health etc etc. so much so that i didnt realise my hair has grown long! LOL. i used to keep wishing my tresses would grow fast, now that i dont pay attention to it, it has grown so long already.

went swimming alone today, as usual, yishun safra. love the smell of chlorine, the brillant blue of the water, the feeling of your entire body submerged into it. makes me forget all my troubles and results in a dead tired me so i can sleep well during the night =]

hmm nowadays im thinking of going for a simple dermal piercing.. saw this guy in nike shop, his piercing has been on my mind ever since. so nice! its like a sparkle forever blinking on his hand. hmmmmmmmmm.

what a beauty.

how i wish i was in that dept!

walaosotamadegoodlookingandtallcanbemodelliaowhatthehellcallmynamesomemoreicanjustfaintthereresusmelah.

hahahahahahahahaha.

100 ans for 100 qns.

grabbed from ain's site. was so bored gosh.

FIRST THINGS FIRST
1.Full Name: lim(lin) qian ling
2.Nicknames: ah bong(sec ppls shd noe), qin qin(triplets shd noe)
3.Age: 21 this yr(omg)
4.Gender: Female
5.Where do You Live: sem.
6.Relationship status: sing sing gal gal.
7.Siblings: elder bro.
8.Pets: 2 cute turtles.
9.Screen name: qianlinggg.

APPEARANCE
11.Hair Color: BLACK.
12.Hair length: 5cm beyond the shoulders.
13.Eye Color: BLACK(again)
14.Height: 1.67m.
15.Piercings: 4.
16.Tattoos: 0.
17.Shoe Size: i dont know.
18.Jeans Size: 30(what! i've got big butt k)
19.Make-Up: eyeliner & lip balm.
20.Dye Your Hair: dyed before.. wanna dye purple if my job allows.

MY FAVORITES
21.Food: ALOT.
22.Drink: plain green tea(strictly no jasmine in it)
23.Color: im a rainbow person.
24.Store: i dig unique buys. dont care the store.
26.Kind Of Alcohol: with cranberry juice would be nice.
27.Ice Cream Flavor: paddle pop.
28.Book: teenage textbook; melting of the ice cream girl.
29.Season: cold weathers.
30.Video Game: pet society on face book? hahah.

HAVE YOU EVER?
31.Smoked a cigarette: NEVER.
32.Done Any Drugs: NO.
33.Gotton Drunk: hmm light-headed yes. drunk no.
34.Gone Skinny Dipping: no, but it'll be nice to try.
35.Bonged a beer: huh whats bonged.
36.Had Sex: no.
37.Kissed Same Sex: yeah.
38.Done Anything Sexual With Same Sex: oh NO.
39.Eaten Sushi: loved it.
40.Broken A Bone: Never.

DO YOU/ARE YOU
41.Like Your Handwriting: so-so.
42.Have Any Bad Habits: duhhhh; who doesnt have.
43.Hate Yourself: sometimes.
44.Shy: sometimes.
45.Tolerant Of Others: i have a limit too.
46.Aggressive Or Passive: both.
47.Have A Journal: Yes, my own personal diary.
48.Emotionally Strong: no, but ppl around me think i am.
49.Read The News Paper: Yes! so impt.
50.Confident: 65.7%?

VIEWS AND BELIEFS
51.Is There A God: Yes!!
52.Does He Have A Gender: nobody knows.
53.Do Ghosts Exists: God knows.
54.What About Witches: DONT CARE.
55.Miracles: yeahh.
56.What Do You Think About Abortion?: either give birth to it or beat that mf up.
57.Premarital Sex: NOOO! STRONGLY OBJECT.
58.Life On Other Planets: maybe.
59.Porn: just dont let me know.
60.Cosmetic Surgery: if you have the $, why not? just dont go too extreme yea.

CAN YOU
61.Sing Well: hahah you be the judge.
62.Play An Instrument: does recorder count?
63.Write Well: maybe.
64.Skateboard: nope.
65.Take A Shot Without A Chaser: huh?
66.Say the Alphabet Backwards: cant.
67.Snow Board: woah wanna try it.
68.Juggle: 2 is fine. 3 no.
69.Do A Split: u want me to get laceration.
70.Draw: yes.

THE FUTURE
71.Plan On Marriage: Yes of course.
72.Kids: Yes, lots and lots of it.
73.And Their Names: i'll like jean for a girl, boy would be maybe.. matthew?
74.Occupation: nurse? maybe?
75.Where You Want To Live: a lakehouse. just like the movie il mare.
76.Big Or Small House: medium?
77.Do You Want To Live Near People: yup.
78.Long Driveway Or Short: Short. so help arrives fast if ppl needs it.
79.Income: saving lah.
80.Cars: dark blue mini cooper with white top.

THIS/THAT
81.Walmart/Target: huh.
82.Chocolate/Vanilla: choc.
83.Night/Day: both.
84.McDonalds/Burger King: mac, since i cant eat beef.
85.Cats/Dogs: Dogs.
86.Fruits/Veggies: Both!
87.Pillows/Blankets: Both!
88.Pepsi/Coke: actually i cant tell the difference.
89.Alcohol/Weed: alcohol.
90.Reading/Writing: Reading.

RANDOM
91.Biggest Fear: Losing my loved ones, being rejected, making huge mistakes that'll harm ppl.
92.Compliment You Get Often: woah ure tall(argh. hate it.)
93.What Would You Change About Yourself: my weight.
94.Regrets: yes, some.
95.Gotten Arrested: nope.
96.Are You Ticklish: yeah.
97.Longest Relationship: never been in one before(okay ppl start laughing)
98.How Much TV Do You Watch: as much as i want to.
99.What color is your bedroom: lilac(so chio)
100.Are you happy: yeah =) of course not everytime lah.

SUPERHUMAN


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i am HAPPY!(and you're in a nappy)

ok bad pun.

my latest craze.

Hana Yori Dango KOREAN!!

WOAH ALL SO HANDSOME IS THIS TRUE SURE ANOT SO HANDSOME. X_X

Ryusei no Kisunawoah totally love mika nakashima in this. SO RANDOM(and chio!) toda erika's acting is so annoying. either keep shouting or crying. guess thats her character.

OP: Arashi - Beautiful Days

ED: Mika Nakashima - Orion

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field of depth.. so amazing...

i feel like quitting my job.

a new start. starting NOW.

No More Tears - Beverly
alrightyyyyy. no more tears.(totally sick and tired of it)

gotta complete my to-do list; hopefully before the arrival of cny. well, theres quite abit of things to settle, so, chopchop!

tomorrow would be a better day. i prayed

swimming in my tears.

sighs. first day of the year something like this crashed all my new hopes of 2009.

sometimes i think my life isnt worth anything.

how..?

okay the church bells rang for the new year at exactly 12:00. i gotta go and face the music. tata everyone hope your new yr isnt as sucky as mine yea.

i had my last day of 2008 spent fruitfully, have you?

again, a big call out to everyone; HAPPY 2009!!!!!!!!!!!! CHEERS!!!!! =D

MERRY CHRISTMAS & A HAPPY NEW YR!
gotta set a new list of new yr resolutions for 2009! anyways some things on my 2008 agenda was fulfilled eg :

-im a REGISTERED staff nurse now and i've passed my 6mths probation. (i must improve on my knowledge and skills everyday.)
-i managed to sit on a rollercoaster. (woo hoo!)
-i got a tongue piercing. (bleah =p)
-i've made new friends. (thx to sui & fairuz)
-my room was painted one of my fave colors.
-my bro and i on better terms now. (oh yeah.)

thank you God, for giving me the things i want, surrounding me with angels called friends, and a family i can lean on anytime. out of the billions and billions of people living on this world, although not as famous or rich or good looking or brainy as others, im really fortunate already. thank you.


junno & koki! kyaaaa ^^ why so little camera time one.. stupid kame & jin.. act cool look shitty.

nice weather tonight.. got the christmas mood =]
have a good time everyone ` ~ *

the second the girl saw the picture, her heart took a big leap.

huh? what just happened?

"dont tell me IT happened." she mumbled.

yes, IT happened;

& its out of her control.

what exactly did happened then.

edward cullen's old world behaviours;

simply to die for.

"you're like a drug, my own personal brand of heroin."

*awwwww~

meow.

LOVE♥FIGHT!!

Date of release: 15th November, 2008

Synopsis
Minoru (Kento Hayashi) has spent most of his life being protected by his spunky female best friend Aki (Kie Kitano). Fed up, he decides to take up boxing. However, just as he manages to get stronger than Aki she becomes obsessed with boxing herself.

I SO WANNA WATCH THIS!!! THE THEME SONG IS UBER NICEEEEE!!! aki's moves are so strong! powerrrrrr.

Trailer: my fave scene --> 0:50~0:52


Theme song:

wth?

apparently i made a joke(i forgot what it was seriously), this dr burst out laughing and slapped my back so hard. i was quite irritated(HOI PAIN LEH) then i replied " hey pain la. i girl leh!".. he laughed even harder. i was like---wth?

i was thinking: dont i look like a girl? i look like a guy is it? whats up with the yo brother thingy, same things applies to my male colleague...

i gotta go do some self evaluation...

wow. what she told me kinda freaked me out. it cant be true.. can it?

i have no idea. seriously. is/was it that bad?

hmm; no. i should judge people(of course not by the cover duh!) myself instead of letting others influencing me.

fell in love with this song the moment i hear it :) woah i hearts alternative big big ahhhh.

just go with the flow, and expect the unexpected. hence, it wont hurt so badly when something doesnt go your way or what you initially hoped for.
but in the end, it WILL still hurt.

qianling, stop whining. argh.

Only Hope ~ ` *

Mandy Moore - Only Hope

There's a song that's inside of my soul

It's the one that I've tried to writeover and over again

I'm awake in the infinite cold

But you sing to me over and over and over again

So I lay my head back down

And I lift my hands

And pray to be only yours

I pray to be only yours

I know now you're my only hope

Sing to me the song of the stars

Of your galaxy dancing and laughing

and laughing again

When it feels like my dreams are so far

Sing to me of the plans that you have

for me over again

So I lay my head back down

And I lift my hands

And pray to be only yours

I pray to be only yours

I know now you're my only hope

I give you my destiny

I'm giving you all of me

I want your symphony

Singing in all that I am

At the top of my lungs

I'm giving it back

So I lay my head back down

And I lift my hands

And pray to be only yours

I pray to be only yours

I pray to be only yours

I know now you're my only hope

ps: people once commented that i have christian-ised thinking. hmm. a point to think it over; i just find christian songs comforting and peaceful.

before i go to work..

Three Things You Want To Do Before You Die:
1) travel out of this red dot.
2) experience love.
3) have my family and friends smiling at me at my bedside before i die.

Three Names You Go By:
1) Qian Ling.
2) Ah Bong.
3)芊玲

Three Screen Names You Have Had:
1)芊
2) qL
3)Jellybean.

Three Physical Things You Like About Yourself:
1) my height?
2) my nose(cuz its blessed with not so many blackheads ha)
3)i really dont know.

Three Things That Scare You:
1) Heights.
2) Death.
3) Rejection.

Three Of Your Everyday Essentials:
1) Wallet.
2) Hp.
3) Waterbottle.

Three Things You Are Wearing Right Now:
1) White spag + a turquoise cardigan.
2) my worn out berms.
3) erm.. undies? haha

Three Of Your Favorite Bands/Musical Artists:
1) Enrique Iglesias
2) Rui En
3) W-inds

Three Of Your Favorite Songs:
1) Christina Aguilera - Keeps Gettin' Better
2) Rui En - 慢舞
3) Miho Fukuhara - Himawari

Three Things You Want In A Relationship:
1) A best friend.
2) Hey ure thinking what im thinking B1? i think i am B2.
3) Communication.

Three Physical Things About The Preferred Sex That Appeal To You:
1)Sexyback. YEAH!
2) Those protruding veins on forearms.
3) Eyessssssss.

Three Of Your Favorite Hobbies:
1) Sports.
2) Reading.
3) Lisening to music.

Three Things You Want To Do Really Badly Right Now:
1) Go sentosa on a sunny day with friends & get sun burnt.
2) Get long hair.
3) Go clubbing with good friends.

Three Careers You're Considering/You've Considered:
1) Doctor.
2) Nurse.
3) Teacher.

Three Places You Want To Go On Vacation:
1) Japan.
2) Venice.
3) Taiwan.

Three Kid's Names You Like:
1) Kerby.
2) Gabriel.
3) Jean.

Three Ways That You Are Stereotypically A Girl:
1) I have mood swings.
2) I shop till i drop.
3) I look at guys.

Three Ways That You Are Stereotypically A Boy:
1) I pick my nose.
2) I talk like one at times.
3) I look at girls.

beautiful city lights.

so psychedelic right?

wow. somehow i always thought ppl who are observant are powerful. maybe its due to their ability to see through ppl and spot invisble worries or hidden weaknesses. it will be even worst if they're scheming cuz you'll never(EVER) guess what they're thinking the next millisecond. scary hor?

well, somehow god seems to be arranging me to meet these type of ppl anytime, anywhere, be it workplace, society. HAHAHAH, indeed, life can be SO unpredictable sometimes(in good & bad ways)

but hey, what can i say more in this? my bestie is one of the observant peeps. and the wonderful thing is: i LOVE her! woots! :)))

contradicting? i know! lucky im born random enough to accept these things =D

elvin ng & rui en. both my fave artises =]

BGRs!

if im drunk, i'll just laugh, dance or jump around and go to sleep. i wonder how some ppl still have the energy to fight, scold, create trouble. i REALLY wonder.

on a lighter note:
read ly's post and realised she's seeing someone! oh gosh! happy for her also =] i'll pray & hope this guy treats her well and bring her everlasting happiness.

wow, friends around me are like getting attached. yes, and wad the hell?! my bro is attached recently too!(kao! is it the mating season now?) and the most impt thing. they are HAPPY. okay, ive heard first hand information from gals who fought with their significant other. but then i thought, isnt this part of an r/s? life wouldnt be interesting with everythings smooth sailing.(haha this is 1 of my philosophies in life=)

sighs. when will my knight in shining armour come and sweep me off my feet too. i remembered that when i was young, i loved the cinderella story so much so i thought my ending was gonna be like hers too. eventually as i mature i realised i was terribly wrong. fairytales do NOT exist.

well, although it doesnt exists, life still goes on. there'll still be day & night, students still have to study and adults have to go work to earn their keep. that handicapped uncle/auntie will still be
there at the mrt station performing to receive money from kind-hearted or guilty-stricked passer-bys.

here's a quote i saw somewhere on the net: i rather have a lonely heart, than a broken heart. wow, how true is that. so true, so true *old man's tone of speaking.

as what sui told me before(which i STRONGLY agree), i should thank god that i have 4 working limbs, eyes to see beautiful rainbows, mouth to eat delicious foods blah blah. yea, im really greatful to god. so, i shd not be so greedy to ask for more eg like; i want to be rich, i want to be pretty, i want to have a boyfriend etc etc. let fate decide what lies in the future for me baaaaaaaaaaa

oh wells, here's a song to end it off. enjoy!

life's kinda stressed for me.

how i wish i can just go to some beach, lay under the hot sun, looking over the seas, listening to my fave songs on my mp3(yes! i got my mp3 already! woohoo)

yea. just indulge in life's simple pleasures :)

love the girl's look, pin guans's smile =]

Christmas is round the corner..


and have you thought of what gifts for your family & friends?

this song makes me smile =)

if only i know magic; i'll make him disappear to a place where he enjoys being there & not bother us.

rand0m things that are swimming in my head now:

doublecheese burger

inhaler

dark eye rings

a big warm hug

ecp skating

shopping

physique

yoga

ice cold gassy coke

love

joggers

lungs

life

22.11.2008

wemt to expo last sat to see some anime action. didnt take much pics cos i think the cosplayers looked kinda fcuked up except maybe 1 or 2.. hahahahaha

your friend, sausage lips.

favourite.

^^ meow

cute bento~

credits to beanie*

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your friend's legs.

oh gosh.. its DISTURBINGLY CUTE.

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btw watched 舞林大道 recently. i think this clip is so cool.. FAVOURITE IT! can really feel that dancing is their passion man.

希望越高¸失望越大∘

蓝色大门 BLUE GATE CROSSING

this is gonna be in my list of favorites for the rest of my life =)

my fave scene ^^

feeling happy.

phew! wad a tired saturday; but its worthwhile =)

as intro-ed by Aifeng, sui & me volunteered to be buddies to bring unpriviledged pri sch kids to choa chu kangs GOAT farm. mehhhhhhhhhhhhh.

gosh. 2kids, renny & bryant. renny was VERY naughty LOL. had such trouble looking after him. so HYPERactive. wheresea bryant was more quiet. really wondered how my parents managed to control my bro & me. must been a tough time for them.

we visited the goat farm, boy it was so warm & omg the smell of the goats can kill. so stinkyyyyy. BUT! those baby goats(fyi, they're called 'kid') were so cute! like mini puppies.. i managed to get some grass on my palm & fed one. the little goat ate happily & licked the last bit off my hand! awwwwwwwwwwww~! total cuteness =3

when its time to get back onto the coach, i sat with bryant, while the others sat with renny. unexpectedly, him & me, together with 2boys sitting at the front(joshua i think? & kenneths younger bro nicolas) we start playing games like listing out countries & places in s'pore starting with the alphaberts 'a-z'. eg A for Admiralty or Ang mo kio. we have such fun we were typically laughing our ass(s) off. hahaaaaaaaaa...

well, i dont know if i'll be seeing those kids again, but it was a good day spent for me. i had fun, they had fun. EVERYBODY had fun. maybe i'll do this again ^^ after this trip made me wanna have kids of my own too(sounds weird, but yea..) HAHAHA! CHEERS!

LOVE this vid! kawaii kodomosssss =D

♪ Lucky Im In Love With My Best Friend~! ♪

this is worth 3:06mins of spending your time.

i.feel.so.empty.
dont.know.why.

HELLO EVERYONE~! =D

LOL! funny show on channel 5, called 'first class'. ter kar(mark zee) means pig's troters in hokkien.
mark zee is so cool! LOL. NUMB = new urban male BOY. wth.





Nickelback's new song(releasing on nov) - Gotta be somebody


David Archuleta(he's born in 1990!) - Crush


time flies, i've been wking for almost 6mths already. still a greenhorn, but everyday im learning something.
i want a new mp3! my zen died finally after like its 3yrs of service(or it 5yrs i cant rmb)
oh just a very VERY gentle reminder, my BIRTHDAY is nearing! =D

this really made me laugh out LOUD. omg my stomach is in pain.