i wanna have a good day out, enjoying myself to the max, and not worrying abt anything at all.
im so stressed. =(

read abt the dragonboat accident. 5 guys died. i tot it was so sad, with them being so young and a bright future ahead. felt so sorry for their families.
life can be so unpredictable...

ppl like ah ken must be extinct already.

jingle all the way

you and me, under the mistletoe!! (^^,)

i can feel depression coming. i need help. prcp is stressing me out too much. im trying my utmost best, yet not appreciated. death is such an easy way out..

Il Mare. i think the writer of this movie is so talented, being able to create such a touching and unique story. go watch it at crunchyroll.com or something, coz its really good. `fate do bring ppl together, its just that we're unaware of it.

went to jog juz now.. i cant seem to lose weight omg. argh. so annoying. really tempted to take laxatives or slimming pills or wadever.

btw i hate racists. wth is wrong with them man. thinking they're more SUPERIOR or something? seriously, im so ashamed and embarrassed to know such ppl. wells, u might as well dont eat nasi lemak, nasi briyani lor. just stick to ur bloody cheena cai peng and chicken rice. (>.>)

怎么可能.

good things rarely happen to me, but bad things always will.
thats why when good things happen, i dont believe my luck.
i keep telling myself to think positively,
but im so tired of repeating myself.

KAT-TUN newest pv Keep The Faith for the jdorama, Yukan Club.(jin's so gd looking omg. btw YC is really good. i give it a 8.2/10. abit of hana yori dango feel. go watch! ^^)

bloody hell go eat shit

I REALLY HATE PPL WHO TRIES TO BE ANOTHER PERSON IN FRONT OF OTHERS. namely, my bro.what the fuck is wrong with him trying to act so cool, caring, sociable and a know-it-all in front of ppl i know.

i was really having a tiring day yest. woke up @ 4.30am. and at night i was going to meet my cousins at a chilling place. I WAS SO HAPPY OK, at the thought of hanging out with them. den i realised i did not bring my ic. my cuz told my bro to get it for me, & oso at the same time, he can join us too. i was thinking, "wth. i DONT want him along. he cant drink AT ALL. i was having trouble with him at the banquet when he was DRUNK. I HATE DRUNK PPL fyi." but juz being nice i said yea he can come too.
but in the end sui's frenz filming ended up pretty late @ abt 10.30. and before that my bro was sms-ing me 3 times that seriously i was not allowed to carry BIG bags, leave them with my frenz. den sui's fren say it was OK to bring as long as i dun carry things that can hurt ppl. after the filiming i was like wanting to RUSH down to meet them at the bar when my bro called me & said, "... well u can dont come la. its very late. next time lo." HELLO! those places close down super LATE at nite can! and he oso said he came along to like look after me and that he wouldnt come at all cos he's having exams but he still came. wahhh so protective ah. FUCK LA. its more likely I LOOK AFTER HIM and pls cut the crap out. where in the world ppl would go clubbing knowing he has an exam round the corner. BULLSHIT. i think, he juz wanna go there himself ALONE with the 2 girls. horny bastard. had the cheek to say i think too much. OH PLEASE.

well, he can tell the girls all the bad things abt me being petty, stupid, dumb whatever. if he really does that, i would give him the award of the year as being the most opportunistic person. i guess what some of my frenz said was right. he is too overly conceited & so full of himself. ARGH im so sick & tired of that fucking fat ass attitude. god pls help me.

lim qian lingの脳内

hmm, kinda true. i always think of food and money.

dread attachment. sian.

百分百感觉Feel 100% i missed this show.. all the characters r so gd looking! esp fang li shen! hehe

1 more day to relax. i really live the wkdays for the wkends.

monday going ED. hope everything goes well for me. and oh, oso filming for sui's proj. LOL i'll be acting as a pregnant mom in the 60s with a husband having an affair outside. seriously. i hope that i wont screw up their vid with my poor acting skills. HAHAHA xD

prcp is freaking me out. argh. dun wanna think abt it but.. haiz it worries me alot.. =(

btw jay's new song 'Cai Hong/彩虹' (rainbow) is damn nice.. i really like the skies in the mtv. dawn slowly breaks into the night sky.. beautiful.

hmm wonder what i'll do on sunday. slack again? argh. maybe go out? but go where? ... so sian.

W-inds - Beautiful Life -i thought their new pv(releasing @ nov 7) was kinda crappy.. compared to their previous pvs like Trial or Yakusoku no Kakera. Keita's hair was abit fugly to me =( ryohei growing moustache was weird for his childish face, and ryochi... =(( what happened to the W-inds of the past sia. so disappointing. but alas, im still going to dl it being a uber W-inds fan haha.