twinkle twinkle lil' star, how i wonder what you are.

ahaha met up with Jane, Bern, Wan Lin at kenny rogers @ marina sq today. supposedly meeting time was 5pm, i arrived at 7pm.. SORRY! ahaha. Wan Lin's night shift somemore. have a peaceful night!

after eating(omfg 1st time i didnt manage to finish the chicken so wasted!!) Bern, Jane, me headed out to the esplanade to have some drinks. weird thou, its the 3 of us again. last time at the alley bar it was also the same company. at harry's we chatted, we laughed. i had this screwdriver drink; im so gonna learn how to make it ahahaa i love the taste of it! hmm looked for the recipe over the net to find out it's just a mix of vodka & orange juice. im gonna try to improvise it and make my own blend! :D

as i was saying, we were chatting and Bern said this phrase i think i'll remember it for the rest of my life. its a common phrase, yet its came along with such deep meaning. "when its meant to be happened, it'll happen. this is fate."
hmm fate. destiny. yeah maybe. what is your eventually would be yours qianling. yup. chill chill and go to sleep.

goodnight world. goodnight my love wherever you are; sweet dreams :)

realist; i am.

well if i know that nothing is gonna come out of it, i wont even look at it; even i desperately hope something would come out of it.

cause the higher you hope, the harder you crash.

recently i found a new side to myself; when im attracted to somebody, i tend to keep damn quiet and will avoid that person. SIA LA WHATS UP MAN. let that how to get boyfriend?! woah sometimes i kinda envy those flirtatious and chio girls. they can get the one they like ever so easily. i will stammer so badly and make a fool outta myself man. SHIT.

sounding so emo nemo here. hmm let me see; oh yeah. Leng's chalet on 3rd sept. so happy she invited me. happy happy. oh wait.. gotta attend course 8.30-5pm. shit. oh wells can always go after that. ahahaa yeah im looking forward to that :)

yeah work wise everything's so far so good. hais recently i got a new assignment.. to be a preceptor of a prcp student.. when i heard the news i was like wtf. dont know its me too competent or am i too dumb kenna being arrowed for this. i think its the latter lor. aiya dont know la. dont know what the kings and queens want. but i hope i dont mess things up for this student.. god pls bless me. arghhh still at the stage where i cant believe im going for my degree. kinda excited, kinda worried. fear of the unknown. one step at a time; go with the flow lor.

i keep telling myself; tml will be a better day qianling. believe. have faith.

i'm yourssssssss.

oh mommy!

i think i inherited my random-ness from my mom. why? because yesterday morning after night shift(i was so shag and looking like a zombie), she asked: qianling ah your 21st birthday coming leh why still no boyfriend yet ah faster find one leh. aiyo my girl so pretty why cannot find aiyo.

goodness i was like HUH WTH. ahaha love her random-ness sometimes(eg she can buy1 whole cake for me to eat on a random day; fyi i love cakes) but her comment kinda left me irritated and speechless. some things is not like you want it, you get it. actually i wanna reply her that im so gonna stay single till my deathday ahaha no i did not; too tired and sound way too negative early in the morning. might ruin her day ahaha.

hais. anyways i cant go Jane's chalet on 22th. arghhh. dont know why im so sad abt it D: oh wells there's always next time ahahaha. hmm gonna watch pixar's UP later with Diana and Shikin. its been so long since i've hang out with them.. and gonna settle my degree stuffs too. can you believe it.. im going for my degree. omgoodness. jellybean is gonna pack her bags and head off for school (:

well, some doctors can be such himbos when it comes to bimbotic nurses. i thought too highly of them. oh well, being highly educated doesnt mean you have common sense. ahahaha WHATTTTTT.