im having INSOMNIA now.

oh craig david so hot :D



oooo enrique!

ps: notice taking back my love and lady gaga's just dance; both start lyrics with 'RedOne'. what the hell?? music company name is it?

electronica music please!


i want a poloroid cam.. argh!
i want straight hair!

and all need money.



i'll be deployed for 1 week. great. i pray it'll be alright.

I WANNA WATCH THISSSSSSSSSSSSSS.

what if you meet the love of your life, are you supposed to let them pass you by?

some people are so lucky.

Living with Death.

i saw true courage and will power. i was stunned and taken aback.

the patient had cancer, spread to the vital organs of his body. his prognosis is so poor, he might not be living thru the yr or even months. i cant believe that he is still so cheerful and walking about now.
the team of doctors told him they have done their best and explained to him that there's nothing they can do anymore except for chemotherapy, hoping it'll not worsen. i think if that were to be me in his shoes, i would have thought my world is crumbling down, i would have done stupid things to end my agony. i guess that'll be cowardice.

but what he said really shocked me, i nearly cried then(YES i was feeling so sad i could cry at that point of time hahah.)

"thank you... Yes, i'll fight on."

YES I"LL FIGHT ON. he merely said that with such determination twinkling in his eyes. such bravery, i thought. such Bravery. and i can sense his sincere thanks to the the healthcare ppl, be it from high ranking doctors to the polite old lady cleaner who helped changed his bedsheets. i salute this guy man, he has my utmost respect.

ordinary person with exordinary strengths. dont you agree?

FAITH. WHAT IS IT?

the first thing i woke up in the morning, i stared at the word, 'faith'. the word 'faith' was imprinted on a friendship band given to me on my birthday back in primary school. its just hung at the radio beside my bed. if i remembered correctly, it was a gift from emelene, one of my best pals back then.

Faith; religious belief, creed, loyalty, trustworthiness.

thinking back to secondary school, i realise i have had ALOT of faith then. always believeing in the goodness of people, an aim i wanna acheive like example; to be a person in the society who is being needed by other people, be a great friend to others as expected of them to be as nice as to me back.
well, i still do think like that, but not as intense as it was before.

i'm losing faith.




ps: damn. (one of)my birthday wishes didnt come true for the past yr. DAMMMNNNN. :(

:) yay im going swimming with suisui tomorrow.

watching this movie had me thinking how painful(and wonderful) it is to be loving someone.





sometimes i think its really amazing. millions and billions of people. how in the world can two persons find each other? aye aye. LOVE is beautiful.