my burdens are so so heavy.. i can barely breathe..

if you have 50k to give me.. i'll marry you. im serious.

no mood at all. because...

i shall stop thinking and go to sleep. nights world and whoever is reading this.

DEMORALISED.

dumb reg. no leadership AT ALL. what a fucktard. didnt manage to save the pt(well he was really unsavable), at least you shd thank the team(of nurses) who put in so much effort to save the pt right. no. instead, he went to our 'big one' and told her that we were incompetent. felt so demoralised sia. blah. dont even wanna take his words seriously. disgusting reg anyway. used touch here touch there when he was more junior. hope you drown and choke in your own shit.

what a fucktard;

qianling is no. 7!

captain's ball competition today. didnt know that there was so many colleagues that could play so well. ahaha my team didnt win any games but yeah we gave our best and had a bloody great time. that's wad it really matters isnt it. i had a great laugh too during our cam whoring session.

sighs tml both morning shift and school after work. ahahaaa will be damn chui. what to do!!! this is the path i chose. arghhhh. 'you make the bed, you better lie on it.'

well goodnitght world, im gotta go la la land now. many ♥♥♥!

i gotta feelinggggggg.

jellybean is so stupid. always liking things/people it cant have. stupid dumb dumb.
see la, heart race like F1 yet nobody save you. ORBI GOOD. GOOD GOOD GOOD.

hello monday i hate you.
hello monday i REAAAAAALLLYY hate you.
hello monday fuck you :D

thanks for shining on sunday mr SUN!

went to the pool today alone; cuz NONE of my friends were free. oh wells so i went alone. swam abit(really abit.. like only 3 laps ahaha) and sun tanned after that. so effing lazy i tell you. hmm anyway next week would be a busy week for me(work is enough to kill me, whatmore im starting sch! my god!) so i must chill and re-energise and get ready for the pain LOL.

so yeah.. a little me to me time, listening to corrinne may's angelic voice, lying on the beach chair, i let myself go. the world seemed so slow and peaceful(ahahaaaa corrinne may's songs indeed works wonders) didnt really get a tan.. but my mind got zen-ed.

hmm nothing to blog already ahahaaa. so gotta end here. new week ahead god bless me(and everyone else!)

PS: i can see a pretty rainbow blinking christmas tree from my window! hmm its from the household opp. my block. so pretty to see something like this on a dark quiet night. ahahaaa so weird man if they were to know that im looking at their tree from so far away LOL they'll think im a stalker or spy or something hee. :D

did i just see what you thought?

i love this song currently. so much meaning in it. (:

blog hopping now when the world is snoozing away into the night. hmm kinda fun to learn how interesting the way some people think; be it my friends, strangers, the guy you have been crushing on, or even that quiet weird girl sitting around the corner. random thoughts like how tomorrow's gotta turn out, how hungry he/she is now, how to remove that big pus acne blah blahhhhhhhhhhhhh.

then i came across some like this(its not copied from this stranger's blog but this is my interpretation from it.)

i knew i loved you before i met you.

so is this fate, destiny? how can you love that person when you didnt even met him/her?

the saints were born earlier, to make sure that they prepared for jesus's birth.

so you loved me before you met me, does it meant you already know that i'll appear in your life in the future?


hmm; an interesting point to think about. hmmmmmmmmm.
goodnight world. :]