new tattoo love :)

marry for love. purely LOVE.

The girl in the picture is Katie Kirkpatrick, she is 21 . Next to her, her fiancé, Nick, 23. The picture was taken shortly before their wedding ceremony, held on January 11, 2005 in the US . Katie has terminal cancer and spend hours a day receiving medication.In the picture, Nick is waiting for her on one of the many sessions of chemo to end.

In spite of all the pain, organ failures, and morphine shots, Katie is going along with her wedding and took care of every detail. The dress had to be adjusted a few times due to her constant weight loss.

An unusual accessory at the party was the oxygen tube that Katie used throughout the ceremony and reception as well.The other couple in the picture are Nick’s parents. Excited to see their son marrying his high school sweetheart.

Katie, in her wheelchair with the oxygen tube , listening to a song from her husband and friends.

At the reception, Katie had to take a few rests. The pain did not allow her to stand for long periods.

Katie died five days after her wedding day.

seriously, i kinda teared abit reading this. this is true love; not ur superficial love you see nowadays(like you only like that person cuz he/she is handsome/pretty.) Nick married Katie despite the short time she had in this world. she was going to DIE. how many ppl would still marry the person they love even when they know that their other half is dying? not to mention they think their loved one is still the most beautiful person in the entire world, when he/she looks like only a bag of grey skin and bones. the answer is: not many ppl.

well, i think this is true love. really. love transcends all. :)

Nick and Katie; you guys are so lucky to have found each other.

old school song; like 1981?!

I LOVE THIS SONG (:

mindless yet inspiring ramblings(?)

on my way home, i saw an old couple, both with silver white heads holding hands and taking their evening walk. i start to wonder; there are so many people(like billions and billions)how does one find the other one? be it straights or gays.

somehow, i feel that to be able to find that one you wanna hold hands with is a miracle. ahahaaaa crap. i wanna hold hands. any hand also can i think. cute little girl, charming young man, old friendly grandma; all are welcome.

hmm reading The Alchemist always never failed to inspire me into the ideas of the Soul of the World, no matter how many times i read it. Even after a hard day's work, reading the book motivates me and i'll start thinking; hey although its hard, this is my dream man. and although its long hours staying/working in the same place, its okay as it allows me to be in contact with different persons, broadening my mind out to the world.

and also, to me, thanks from a greatful patient doesnt have to mean giving you verbal compliments or positive written feedbacks. Language of the World; the bright twinkling of their eyes and a smile is way enough. yeah, his book really had a life-enhancing impact on my life. so glad i stumbled upon it at the library :))

okay maybe you think im talking crap here. but if you do read the book and understand it, you know what i mean. but unfortunately, ppl around me dont read it. ahahahahaa only Heather does(shes my soulmate!)

alrights gotta end here. goodnights world :) yawns~

he's in a different league.

listening to n'sync - that girl will never be mine
ahahaaaa so bubblepop boyband-ish. i know.

i still rmb how crazy i was in love with Lance Bass; and still am now! :D so shuai la!!(but gay! haiz)