yay i've graduated! pics would be up soon(i think. heehee lazy la)

haiz i actually forgot yj's bdae. she nv mention anything also. when i found out, she was saying 'its okay.' i was like whatttttttttttttttt!! bday leh. haiz so busy nowadays to rmb something so impt. so yj if ure reading this pls tell me when ure off! so we can go out and celebrate =))

have been buying alot of stuffs recently.
-1 pair of black shoes[$21.90]
-1 op spag top[$11.90]
-1 bronze bag[$13]
-1 white long sleeved shirt[$32]
-1 purple dress[$12.90] cheap!
-1brown dress[$11] cheap! total: $102.70
wa when did i become such a spendthrift. hmmm. and also, when did i start wearing dresses?! people change. i change. you change.we just have to be flexible and adapt to changes. omg why am i saying all these. -_-" abit random.

joy. tml i PM shift. sat im AM shift and after that im celebrating sui's bday at nite. the morning after which is sunday, im AM shift. wow. joyyyyyyyyyyy.

i wanna get a tv in my room. any cheap cheap ones out there to intro? argh. again im spending. omg! pay day is coming in a few days time! retail therapy for stressed up me! yay! =DD

i've survived 1 mth of hell. YAY! CHEERS! -_-"

=D grabbed this from shikin's blog.(sadly diyana's not here)

its has been nearly a month since i've started wk. orientation-doing junior wk-taking cases. its so stress esp the part on taking cases. doctors, pts relatives, in fact, all the ppl there expect you to know everything. *sighs. sometimes i wonder if i can even tahan though 1 year of this. but when i finish each shift of wk, i'll think this to myself', hey i've done my best, theres nothing you can do already. maybe i can do better tml. this is wad keeps me going on in that hellhole. so the vicious cycle continues, forcing and dragging my feet to wk everyday.

btw im looking forward the 22/5!!! grad day!! wear the harry potter gown. woooooooooo~! ^^

qianling is dying......

dont really like my life right now. and for another 3-6 months i think. (also wont be blogging for quite a while)

most of the songs in my list are corrinne may now, in case you wonder, because i think i really need her music to heal myself mentally and physically.

its going to be hell worst before it get a little, just a lil' bitty better.(but still worse)

ps: if you have nothing to do, do leave a msg on my blog, friendster, facebook, whatever la. it really makes my day =D hais gotta go back to my no-life LIFE now. sayonaraaaaaaa

mood: if beating somebody up is legal in s'pore, i swear to god you'll be the very FIRST on my list.

instant dislike the moment i see this person. so fake. always keep smiling(and you can immediately see that the smile is not genuine. eyes that dont meet yours. ) really felt like punching that grinning shitface straight on the nose.

and the worst thing is.. i have/must to pretend to smile back. yucks.

fucked up. (dont ask me who this person is)

qianling, welcome to the world of politics. enjoy your stay....... for the rest of your life.

=(

woo cant stop listening to this *we've only got 4 Minutes to save the worlddd!!!

music: Ken Hirai - Kimi no Suki na Toko(super! the mtv got so many kawaii kodomos! =D)

smb's koizora LOL

i think my hand's very manly leh o.O yc's ah ma make it. oishi!

23/3/08 0657hrs

so cute right! blue somemore!(red avail. too) costed me $2.50. i love japanese sweets! =D

wa kao i wanna wk in borders lor. den i can read the books everyday while working. hmm i dont think can read also la, cos you have to keep packin & packin those books & mags. LOL thats what i've observed there. ($34.40 gone! psychos myself: its worth it. its worth it. its so WORTH IT! *cheapo me)
the moon was VERY big and golden yest. almost feels like zhong qiu jie.

*grinsss*
went to yc's hse yest to zuo bo. was watchin tv when her ah ma asked me with her ever-smiling-yet-winkley-but-i-love-it face, qianling ah when u starting wk as missy ah? i replied her 7th april then she was asking again, missy's work very tough hor. you really can chi(1) ku(3) hor. good good.

haiz. den i was thinking to myself. why the hell did i choose this as my career man. why chi ku? for what. save the world ah? be mother theresa ah? wow, so wei da ah-_-

sometimes i really wish that i could turn back time and choose another course. maybe something related to IT or arts? in the end, i'll always tell myself: whatever happens, it happens for a reason. you chose the path yourself, you better walk it man.

wa kao. i really dunno wad to say abt my father. he has diabetes, and he freakin still drinks(alcohol fyi), eat those unhealthy foods. REPEATEDLY! even i've kao peh-ed at him for over x3565467554 times. jus now i asked him has he taken his blood sugar level already. and guess what that idiot say. no need la.. mon to friday take can already. wkends no need. WTF?! are you also telling me, that ppl dun DIE on wkends too?! must he have 1 leg amputated(choy) then he knows the real meaning of me controlling his diet? ARGH.

major haiz. somebody pls tell me what to do. im already trying my best.

ps: how i wish i have the power to make ppl listen to me. not hear; but LISTEN.

scary thoughts.

3++am. tossing on my bed; eyes wide open.

lookin up to the night skies after the clouds cleared. i saw stars; thousands of them smiling down from the peaceful heavens.

THEN! suddenly i have this thought from nowhere; what if i cant find the love of my life and be married to him and have tons of children(ok not that exaggerating. mininum 2 or 3 will do. actually the more the better la) and die peacefully with all the children(and grandchildren) by my side?

what if im to remain an old spinster for my whole life and work to my death without anyone to see me off?

haiz. LOL i think too much. way too much. but! wad if the latter happens?!(choy! tai ka lai si) then, yc and me were jogging just now. i told her that even if i dun get married that she must remain my fren. FOREVER. yes. even she gets married(and haves children) and im still single, she must keep in contact with me and hang out no matter what.

same goes to all my friends out there reading this right now. i dont care if ure fair,dark, short, tall, pimple-acned, constipated. HAHAHA. yes im scared of LONELINESS. very scared. you not scared meh?! bluff ppl ah!

okay! as i said, friends very important right? so, lets listen to a song from Friends!(no pun intended-_-) hee hee. this show is super la, thou its quite an old drama starring won bin(kakoi!) and kyoko fukada(oh man love all her dramas) korean and jap fusion(智!) ENJOY! ^^

OMG. Hana Yori Dango FINAL!!!!(argh coming out at 28/6. still must wait!!!)
.: Eien no ai!!! :. awwwww~

hana yori dango final [trailer]
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also, there's this movie, Boku no Kanojo wa Cyborg / Cyborg Girl(僕の彼女はサイボーグ). looks good.(argh s'pore shd bring in more jap movies) starring one of my fave actresses, ayase haruka from tatta hitotsu no koi :) pretty pretty.

.:at the end:. "anata no kokoro, kanjiru" -your heart, i feel it. (LOL i guess that was wad she said? awwwww again.
約束の翼. yakusoku no tsubasa. wings of promise.

the girl is from My Boss My Hero~~~!
oh no. i wanna watch this. but i've no jap freaks as friends. how? wait till someone uploads it on crunchyroll? alamak...

JAP feverrrrr.

OH YEAHH BABEEEEEE. my bro recovered my old comp drive..........

ALL MY JAP DRAMAS, PVs, CLIPS, SONGS R FREAKIN BACKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!

omg im back to jap fever again. =D

my kimochi now:

WOW this vid was taken 14/3/1996. sia la 12yrs liao. scary man. 12 YRS! i love judy and mary! ^^ sugoii!

running on the empty streets while breathing in cold air listening to indie music makes you feel REALLY good. makes you feel ALIVE.(for me la hahaha)

OKAYS. im going to set my 'ah lam' clock to 7.45am.

im going to lift my fat ass off the my warm bed and hit the tracks. i can do it. i can d o i t. i c a n d o i t. i c a n ... zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. *_*

me and lh kinda did this(1st vid) during our genting trip. O HAI YO GOUZAYIMAS!

sunday

met up with suisui and tracy(thx for the notebook! i love it!) to suntec convention hall to get their external hard-disks. on the way, i met Yuejun!(and her bf) wad a coincidence man. YJ if u see this, pls know that i MISSED YOU!!! =D so happy to see ya.

well, the hall was so packed with ppl. sui and tracy both got their 120gb seagates. was planning to get a mp3/mp4 too. but didnt cos dun wanna waste $$ as i've already got my hp and my zen neon. but kinda sian la. IT fair leh! wa lao! last day summore. yet never buy anything. LOL.

shit man. after my genting trip with those god-knows-how-big-or-how-acidic-their-stomaches-are ppl who keeps eating, im so jogging tml morning. gotta sweat that fat ass off. ARGH! LOL.

well gtg. tata everyone! =D god bless!!

Red Jumpsuit Apparatus - Your Guardian Angel (Lyrics)

Genting part 1

YOHA ppls! been and back from my very 1st genting trip! ahead r pictures some of u may find it boring(cos most of it taken were in genting, which many of u haven been before), pls bear with it! hahAHAHAHAHA~

4.30am @ mac. breakfast b4 setting off.
the city slowly awakes.
camwhoring.

first world hotel. abit small, but sufficient to meet our needs lah.

for once, we were in twilight zone.

oh man freakin 13 degrees. brrrrrr
somebody pranked us by pressing our doorbell twice. wonder who's that moron.

outside my window.

first time so happy being able to feel the atmosphere of being surrounded by clouds, and see hot air outta my mouth x)

caged inside a ferris wheel cage.

feels london-ish, ain't it matey?

i want this (toy) car.

outdoor ferris wheel. so cold. brrrrrrrr

hellos! :)

really, i mean REALLY, hungry fishes.

miniature genting highlands.

starbucks is love.

shit lor. toffee nut sold out. i bought java chip instead.

Genting part 2

see this pic sideways. note the man's face.

see this pic upside down too.

a skull; 2 kids playing.
i love this.

world's biggest hand and my hand.

ooooooohhooooo.

forgot wad this was. its cool anyways hee.

i tried my best to get As liao.

silver typewriter.

pic made from stamps.

pic made from toasts.

tiesssssss.

my very 1st cable car ride :) abit freaky thou.

i swear all of them were looking at me LOL

woahhhhh

cute cute kanggie.

butterfly effect.

i high fived with him/her.

coffee bean.

duck.

kang kong.

tofu.

ji ken.

starbucks.

it was freeeeezinggggg.

never say die.

dinosaur boat ride.

groupie pics ahead.

candid.